worst week in my life seriously..i hate myself, i hate wat i am feeling now..
wanting to shut off from the outside world rite now :(
u make me go crazy over u, and u make me fall real down..trying to pick myself up and go further.. but can u dun do tat to me tat often cos i afraid i cant find the strength to move further.. and further applies when both move tgt.. i am waitin.. waiting for the day u actually change a lil so tat we can be better.. i will be waiting patiently and i mean it.. i care for u more than i care for myself because u mean more than anything to me..
i cherish u babe.. and i really do..
will u continue to stay with me?
im sorry if i cant be ur perfect person.
but will u let me call u my baby once more.
what we could have been, 5:13:00 PM.