backie to blog..having basketball season now..2games down..one won one lost..guess it getting really bad for me to be back on court.everything seems so upside down..hope things will get better but i doubt it will and yeah..let it over and do with cos i am physical tired...skipped sch yest due to physical breakdown..i just sleep and sleep till 2.30pm and got off my bed.watch tv and fell aslp aagain...ahhh..bad feeling..dun feel like moving..having another game on later at RP.. NYP vs NP..going to be tough but hope i get my feel back soon...prays.... projects have been piling up...tired and drained.sad and weak..guess i cant move on further for now..i need a breakk..
disappointed making things worst.maybe i should have the cant be bothered attitude.takecare peepss.
what we could have been, 10:32:00 AM.