home at this time.went to sch this morning by train. i swear it's a killer man! sweating and panting lyk a dog la! now i know my fitness sucks to the core...hais..after this injury, i dunoe where the real mie..seem to be hiding somewhere.too ashamed to see others le! nv did i dream or hope to be in this stupid state.hahas.. wat to do..sway is the word. i wont deny my attitude change but haf u guys been trying to understand me!? hahas! mouth saying yes action saying nO! ohhshuutuppp!heart feeling fucking sour and upset now.wanna get away to relax where can i go! wanna shop my way how to!? unless mie! counting down 3 more days!this final 3 days gg to be hell for me.cos i hate for wat i am now!! hahas! who understandS?! god knows..


been attending lesson but its lyk so freaking boring la! i just cant focus ba! tat attention spans is just so short..getting restless and tired as days pass by...i haven been slping well for the past few weeks and its killing mi..no matter how long i slp or rest.its just doesnt seem enough!hahas!s thou i am dying soon!? maybe.who knows?~ lyk i say, god knows.


alrite i getting tired and fed up at the same time..time to get off this com! takecare peeps!!!


*bleeding heart...the words i heard, the unreal me.. my heart just hurts and bled badly.. and i feel s thou i collasping! pray hard for mie peeps! takecare!!

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