morning ppls..these few days i really feeling so terrible!!i guess no words gonna or can describe these feelings.i hate i hate i really hate it..wat is wrong with mie again..i miss the old mie.the happy mie.i feel tat now i am just filled with pressure stress and i m no longer myself.i tried to focus,i tried to concentrate,i tried my best but it is not getting mie anywhere.perhaps coach is rite.i no longer have a aim..how i hope i can play bball lyk how i used to play..free me pls..i am tired of keep trying and yet been pulled back at the same tym...gg on court seem so many pressure and i cant take tat type of stress.to be honest.sometyms i really wish to withdraw.perhaps i not suitable for team game ba..i loves this team i really do but sometym just a certain point of tym giving up went thru my mind.but wat i aim is tat i onli play for this team and die for this team..something i just need support...



ur shouting straight at my face make mie lose focus make mi lose morale
ur words makes mie feel lyk shit.feel so much lyk sitting on bench.not been stubborn but cos i know u guys can do it better..
all i wan and wish from u guys is as simple as bonding together as a team not abt taking a medal home or wat..journey thru with u guys is so much more than a medal or position..i hope u guys will continue to fight on this journey as one. i will change my mistake and give it all out on sun.


headache headache headache.injures.injures.injured! WTH!!

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