Sunday, October 23, 2005
haix..back with a heavy heart..dun ask mi wat happened and wat's is on my mind...i dunoe how to express myself.. or rather my feeling.... i feeling so xin ku inside my hearts..things just went thru my mind when i haf just a lil time for breaks...that makes mi really wanna break down..my pillar of supports are collasping anytime..i need someone to be there..but somehow..i am just finding myself supporting it..i might just collaspe anytime and nv get up again..my world seem to be coming to an end...my body was feeling so weak now..nv did i haf this feeling before..wat's happening to mie? anyway i just need u to support in watever decision i will make in months to go...aiming to get wat i haf always aim for..it's up to u to support mie or not but somehow i will go for it...
friday, release from school..went to look for ms nyoe,adda and del for a quick lunch before i rush down to work...was damn tiring but yup...not use to working after such a long time.. finish working at 9.20pm..rush back to school to find adda...accompany her to stay in sch...bev was with her...slacked at the stadium, chatted till 2+ then took a cab home..was drag down to the track by mel,and wendy..ran 5 rounds...tiring sia..sweating lyk tap water sia...rested changed and continue slacking...took a cab home..reached home abt 2.45am..dad was awake..wasn't saying much and went to bed..saturday was suppose to give someone morning call but end her she giving mi morning call..sorry...was too tired to wake up and call u...anyway lie on my bed till 1 then get up..makan,bath then off to simei to meet adda..went to school to slack...slacked till 7+ then went to tm to makan...around 11 then make my way home..reached home, bath, slacked then off to bed..around 12.30..morning got to work... awake by morning call..thanks...get prepare then take my time to work..was late but the staff in charge haven reached..so slack till she come..wasn't as tired as fri but my legs are aching....10 hrs without sitting is hell manz!! packed up the stuffs and off from work at 9.20pm..take my time to come home...haiz..wasn't in the right mood..dun wan to say so much le..gg to slp liao..tml got sch and someone filming..haiz :( anyway ppl mi gtg liao..take care:)
thanks adda for giving mi morning call :) take care of ur health...see ya around...
friday, release from school..went to look for ms nyoe,adda and del for a quick lunch before i rush down to work...was damn tiring but yup...not use to working after such a long time.. finish working at 9.20pm..rush back to school to find adda...accompany her to stay in sch...bev was with her...slacked at the stadium, chatted till 2+ then took a cab home..was drag down to the track by mel,and wendy..ran 5 rounds...tiring sia..sweating lyk tap water sia...rested changed and continue slacking...took a cab home..reached home abt 2.45am..dad was awake..wasn't saying much and went to bed..saturday was suppose to give someone morning call but end her she giving mi morning call..sorry...was too tired to wake up and call u...anyway lie on my bed till 1 then get up..makan,bath then off to simei to meet adda..went to school to slack...slacked till 7+ then went to tm to makan...around 11 then make my way home..reached home, bath, slacked then off to bed..around 12.30..morning got to work... awake by morning call..thanks...get prepare then take my time to work..was late but the staff in charge haven reached..so slack till she come..wasn't as tired as fri but my legs are aching....10 hrs without sitting is hell manz!! packed up the stuffs and off from work at 9.20pm..take my time to come home...haiz..wasn't in the right mood..dun wan to say so much le..gg to slp liao..tml got sch and someone filming..haiz :( anyway ppl mi gtg liao..take care:)
thanks adda for giving mi morning call :) take care of ur health...see ya around...
what we could have been, 11:50:00 PM.
