today is the last bball game for the year le...feeling disappointed not because i lost to central and west..i am disappointed with the words from your mouth..u know how hurt am i? tears can just drop from my eyes..:( why must u say this? i really dunoe wat u all wan mi to be? u guys been asking mi to be myself, i change to be myself and yet u guys still treat me the same..so wat u all want? i'm tired..seriously tired..i need a break..last match and u guys can't let me enjoy.. i dunoe wat i can do le..just that the words u say really breaks my heart.. and i mean it really do..
i rather u stab me with a knife then u say those words.. wat can i do to really mixed with you guys? i tried to join u guys but then the feeling is gone...totally gone..got new frens dun wan old frens? i guess it's true..anyway just leave me alone for the time being..i wan to concentrate on my studies..no more bball for me le..i haf enough of all these le..give mi a breaks guys..just a lil more space for myself to take a deep breath and continue with my life..anyway nice games gurls..you guys did the sch coach and urself proud..take care k..see ya around soon...-ciaoz-
what we could have been, 11:11:00 PM.