i feel lyk breaking down and cry!! i haf been tired of all these cold shoulders u guys haf given me..i am happy for the past memories u guys left for me..making the decision is not wat i wan..is just that i cannot endure all these...say i'm weak!! say i'm useless...i really wan a break!! we are no longer the same as the past!! the laughter we share is no longer there...nth now i am left with nth.. how i wish i can get back to the past whereby i can enjoy all these with my "family"!! all haf change, i am no longer the same in the past..just say i haf change but wat make me change?? you guys!! all the words u guys haf say..i wan to change to a better person but i guess there is no longer a need!! i dun feel belong in the team.. i felt being a extra, a ball being throw by you all!! but wat can i do? all i can is to be silence..suffering in it...you guys will say that,that wat's we used to show others..now i get the feeling..i dun wan to continue in it!! i step out!! i will come back when i think the time is ripe, onli when i feel being a part of the family, onli if things were the same again...wait till all these happened i dunoe how many ppl will be hurt along the journey...onli barely 8 months and now we are on our own ways!! i totally heartbroken when i type the msg to the four of you.. give mi some time!! meanwhile get along well ur group members...missing out a mie dun spoil the team!! show me that u all know to love care concern and understand one another!! show mi the flame we use to burn!! the burning passion of the 7 of us!! talk me round thru all these..let mi be the one that will be standing firm again with the "family"..

things that i been wanted to ask u guys once
1.) can we be lyk before?
2.) will we be sharing the same laughter and enjoy the fun together again?
3.) can we haf the teamwork in bball and be the best?
4.) no being the best can we be strong and firm?

if all these answer is yes then prove to mi not in words but action!!

i dun wan to see the 7 of us being separated into small groups!!

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