i haf made a choice..i gave up...i am really tired of all these...i can tolerate all these but i really blew up yesterday..but no matter wat..i haf to say a thank you to you..thanks for making beautiful memories and screwing up some of my memories..i am tired..i haf decided to really take the step back and let go of everything..i dun wan to continue all these..all the best to you..tell mi u dun trust mi in the first place and i will not throw myself into a deep hole..dun doubt mi just say infront of me but make the point true..i can say i am no longer the huiqin in the past..i dun feel lyk talking abt it anymore..it ur choice..but haf some initative pls...take the first step of asking us out and not we asking u out and ending up in some quarrel!! i wish to be lyk the past where i use to carry that smile on my face but these few months the smile haf been hidden in my heart so deep that it's no longer that...i am numb!

yesterday morning went to school to take the transport to kranji camp site for NDP...was enjoying myself to the max especially with the bunch of ppl around me..thanks alot.. NDP end early yesterday..they gave us lunch but it make my stomach pain sia..meet nix at 1pm sorry to rush u around..went to walk around then walk to tekong..Joe was waiting for us there...sorry wor.. soon after that junzhi,yujia and helen join us...played for a while then then raining liao..took shelter at the block..was playing guessing game and meanwhile joe and me was disturbing helen..wahaha..blur helen..thanks for making us laugh..hehe..soon went back to the court..was playing bball with some rules..was pushing and joking around..joe chase mi out of the court lol...so funny...since a long time i ever laugh so much and enjoyed myself so much..but things do happen...dun wish to bring it up..it over..most of us went back at 5..joe going out with her mum, junzhi working,helen accompained her,yujia went home..mi nix chaota chalin and eilen was still there...chatted with chaota thanks dude... they came over to aljunied to watch youth cup.. came to my hse makan then i bath le then go out to watch..not bad the ppl playing..xueling dun be sad k..u all gave ur best..keep the spirit up and u will find success...always champion in god's eyes... accompany eilen and chalin to the mrt then walk back to find xueling then send them to the mrt..stayed there to chat then nix want to sit cab home..hey..sorry to hai u two sit cab home..thanks for being there..as i say i am tired..i wan to take a long break instead of a short one..anyway today is a brand new day...wake up with a headache...going to grandma hse later..tired sia..anyway mi gtg liao..going to bath then go out liao..take care ppl...

helen yujia joesphine junzhi,
thanks ppl for making ur way to tekong to play bball no matter how busy or tired u are...hope u guys haf enjoyed urself lyk i do..hehe..anyway shall play bball again next week k...meanwhile take care of urself...thanks alot!! see ya guys around!!

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