Friday, June 10, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN SHAN!!!! enjoy urself!
backie..monday went cycling with my frenz..slack around then cycle back home...at home slack makan then slp liao..too tired..tuesday plaed bball in the noon for a while with my ex classmates then came home and stone before going to the wushu place with my daddy..they flying to china on wed..sigh..made the wrong choice..shuld have put all the things down and go there to relax myself..anyway it's over...wednesday stayed at home in the morning...pei my sister to the market to makan before she went off to malaysia with her frens...daddy and sis left for holidays in a day...the whole house was so quiet for these few days w/o nagging and ppl at home..no mood to go out and slack..thursday accompanied my mummy to the market..long time since i pei her...came home did some cleaning then bath...waiting for time to pass then go sch for ndp...suddenly terrible headache...rest on my bed for 30 mins..then went out...waited for my frenz for 45mins..went to sch..reached at 7.15..was very late..did some dance movement and time pass very fast...time to go home..hehe..went out with my frenz to esplande to makan then slack and chatted around...around 12 plus we made our way home.hehe...nice time hanging out with you guys!! :)) today wanted to go out but..dun wan to say...just feel lyk i am a idiot...dunoe wat to say or rather no words can explained..sorry means nth to me le... dun lyk the feeling of being trick!! oh whatever... tml will be a tough or rather tired day for me...seriouly dun feel lyk coming home..decided to take a breath for a day..morning got to go to school for NDP..then back home then out to see the youth cup then meeting my fren at town at 7...sigh..hope i can make it in time...dunoe la..tired of everything...hope i will enjoy myself ba...
i dunoe how would i be able to put it into words that both of the parties won't get hurt..sometime i think that i am a lousy and bad frenz..i dunoe wat can i do..but y can't u guys shower me with love and care, when i can shower care and love for you guys.. sometimes i feel lyk turning my back and just left the group but afterall we are frenz..i endure but in the end get said by u guys!! u know how i feel not!? can't u put yourself into my shoe?? i dun mind being trick or laugh by you all but y must u all do this to me...you ask mi to meet u and yet haven 10 mins after u confirm with mi e time u told me then u two won't be going? i really wan to break down..but i think y because of this i wanna cry?? u once say i didn't call and ask you out and now i ask you out u told mi u not coming out!! so i decided to keep quiet and wait for u all to ask me out..i dun mind staying at home everyday as long as i dun get hurt by the words and your actions i will be contented..i am really tired..leave me alone!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! WTH!!! dun say sorry when u dun mean it at all..!!
backie..monday went cycling with my frenz..slack around then cycle back home...at home slack makan then slp liao..too tired..tuesday plaed bball in the noon for a while with my ex classmates then came home and stone before going to the wushu place with my daddy..they flying to china on wed..sigh..made the wrong choice..shuld have put all the things down and go there to relax myself..anyway it's over...wednesday stayed at home in the morning...pei my sister to the market to makan before she went off to malaysia with her frens...daddy and sis left for holidays in a day...the whole house was so quiet for these few days w/o nagging and ppl at home..no mood to go out and slack..thursday accompanied my mummy to the market..long time since i pei her...came home did some cleaning then bath...waiting for time to pass then go sch for ndp...suddenly terrible headache...rest on my bed for 30 mins..then went out...waited for my frenz for 45mins..went to sch..reached at 7.15..was very late..did some dance movement and time pass very fast...time to go home..hehe..went out with my frenz to esplande to makan then slack and chatted around...around 12 plus we made our way home.hehe...nice time hanging out with you guys!! :)) today wanted to go out but..dun wan to say...just feel lyk i am a idiot...dunoe wat to say or rather no words can explained..sorry means nth to me le... dun lyk the feeling of being trick!! oh whatever... tml will be a tough or rather tired day for me...seriouly dun feel lyk coming home..decided to take a breath for a day..morning got to go to school for NDP..then back home then out to see the youth cup then meeting my fren at town at 7...sigh..hope i can make it in time...dunoe la..tired of everything...hope i will enjoy myself ba...
i dunoe how would i be able to put it into words that both of the parties won't get hurt..sometime i think that i am a lousy and bad frenz..i dunoe wat can i do..but y can't u guys shower me with love and care, when i can shower care and love for you guys.. sometimes i feel lyk turning my back and just left the group but afterall we are frenz..i endure but in the end get said by u guys!! u know how i feel not!? can't u put yourself into my shoe?? i dun mind being trick or laugh by you all but y must u all do this to me...you ask mi to meet u and yet haven 10 mins after u confirm with mi e time u told me then u two won't be going? i really wan to break down..but i think y because of this i wanna cry?? u once say i didn't call and ask you out and now i ask you out u told mi u not coming out!! so i decided to keep quiet and wait for u all to ask me out..i dun mind staying at home everyday as long as i dun get hurt by the words and your actions i will be contented..i am really tired..leave me alone!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! WTH!!! dun say sorry when u dun mean it at all..!!
what we could have been, 8:14:00 PM.
