Sunday, April 10, 2005
y must life be so hard to get past each day??
y must so many things happen in a day to break ur heart so much that u feel lyk killing yourself?
things seem to be getting out of control again...it's another cycle of life again!! sigh..things are making mi very tired of life...but i won't give up but to continue to strive for better day..i believe that tml will be a better day..yeah...
okie..today went to bai my grandfather then go makan with my family at toa payoh..then went to grandma hse to slack, wanted to go play bball de but..sigh..nvm...dun moment it..just break my heart..yeah..then go back and makan dinner..too tired..fall dead on my grandma's bed until i going home...too tired to think la..y mus life be so tiring at times...yeah...this week really go broke...everyday also sit cab...haha...next week will be a busy week to go thru...nearly full booking liao..tml sch ends at 4 then go home...pei mummy makan..tuesday got my frenz birthday chalet at pasir ris..friday got youth club meeting then sat is the BBQ..maybe going over to my grandma hse to stay..i stay there more peaceful..maybe going out to ton ba..it all depends...sigh...seem so bored now..past few days been returning home very late...my parents and sisters thinks i am becoming bad..but what makes them think lyk that..i dunoe la.just break muua hrt when my sisters just say tat...nth wrong with going home late mah...also not lyk i am learning how to smoke and drinks...sigh..their thinking and mine are totally different...returning home mean naughty? sigh...then dun come back mean what..dunoe them la..let them see lor..i onli know that i am not learning to be bad!! i will stand firm on my feet!! yeah..but at times i cannot deny it la..but really hope i can go back to the past of myself...i am trying very hard...but who will help mi thru~~ u? sigh...anyway mi gtg le..takecare and god bless..i miss ya guys alot...
Ex-Joy 4-1 ppl...hey people..how are u ppl doing?? yesterday just chatted with the few of you..i really miss u guys alot alot...hope we can have a gathering soon...k..kelvin pls go and plan it..wahaha...yeah..we shall catch up during the gatherin..anything contact miie okie..take care ppl...see ya guys soon..I MISS JOY4-1!! LURVE YOU GUYS LOT LOT!
y must so many things happen in a day to break ur heart so much that u feel lyk killing yourself?
things seem to be getting out of control again...it's another cycle of life again!! sigh..things are making mi very tired of life...but i won't give up but to continue to strive for better day..i believe that tml will be a better day..yeah...
okie..today went to bai my grandfather then go makan with my family at toa payoh..then went to grandma hse to slack, wanted to go play bball de but..sigh..nvm...dun moment it..just break my heart..yeah..then go back and makan dinner..too tired..fall dead on my grandma's bed until i going home...too tired to think la..y mus life be so tiring at times...yeah...this week really go broke...everyday also sit cab...haha...next week will be a busy week to go thru...nearly full booking liao..tml sch ends at 4 then go home...pei mummy makan..tuesday got my frenz birthday chalet at pasir ris..friday got youth club meeting then sat is the BBQ..maybe going over to my grandma hse to stay..i stay there more peaceful..maybe going out to ton ba..it all depends...sigh...seem so bored now..past few days been returning home very late...my parents and sisters thinks i am becoming bad..but what makes them think lyk that..i dunoe la.just break muua hrt when my sisters just say tat...nth wrong with going home late mah...also not lyk i am learning how to smoke and drinks...sigh..their thinking and mine are totally different...returning home mean naughty? sigh...then dun come back mean what..dunoe them la..let them see lor..i onli know that i am not learning to be bad!! i will stand firm on my feet!! yeah..but at times i cannot deny it la..but really hope i can go back to the past of myself...i am trying very hard...but who will help mi thru~~ u? sigh...anyway mi gtg le..takecare and god bless..i miss ya guys alot...
Ex-Joy 4-1 ppl...hey people..how are u ppl doing?? yesterday just chatted with the few of you..i really miss u guys alot alot...hope we can have a gathering soon...k..kelvin pls go and plan it..wahaha...yeah..we shall catch up during the gatherin..anything contact miie okie..take care ppl...see ya guys soon..I MISS JOY4-1!! LURVE YOU GUYS LOT LOT!
what we could have been, 10:54:00 PM.
