back..let mi start my blogger from sat morning..saturday morning woke up at 8 plus prepare myself and make my way to school for NDP..was enjoying myself there at least i get to know a few nice person from other ITE..chatted and took the photo of all the motivators..then released from NDP liao then went over to nix' chalet..wasn't really wanna go so early but yup...slacked around before her aunties come..helping nix around with the bbq stuff then go back room slack..wanted to slp but too noisy..was talking to yujia in the room...nice chatting with you arhx!! smile..dun think too much..world is still turning...get over it and start again k? then went to walk walk with her..chatted our heart out...thanks alot too.. wasn't in the good mood or rather happy mood...slacked outside the room at a sheltered place..not long after that..the rest of the ppl send MiaoLi to the bus stop..around 11+ we all send Jessica to the bus stop..then back to the chalet...went back and then out again..look for chalin they all and slack at the field..took a few pictures..was alright at that time ba...then back to the chalet...take vokka and strolled towards pasir ris park and drink...was awake but heavy head..so walkin with my eyes close..nearly trip and fell...back to the chalet..LOTS of things happened...suddenly..i feel lyk breaking down so tears just burst out of my eyes...Phoenix sorry i cannot make u cry but i know if u wan u can do it de,..let ur heart be soft and think abt the past..k..yeah...around 5plus went back to the chalet to slp...woke up at 7 plus when chaota nix rachel all talking outside so loudly..join them in the chat..was having a bad headache..went back to the room and rest for a while...then take turn to wash up then check out of the chalet.. and go makan then home sweet home...reach home i fall right in the bed and into my lalaland..was sweating lyk mad so decide to wake up and do my PCP project..too tired to think of what haf happened but i really regret drinking!! i hate this!! things just come crashing mie last night..all things haf changed..i am no longer the huiqin u all know..i dunoe what to say le la..but yup..sometimes human just got to be more selfish..yup but at least i know what i am feeling....

i regretted so much when i didn't cherish you the every moments you were with mie..this feeling will lingers in myself these few days...do give me sometime to get over this and start afresh..i wish to be back to who i am and do what i wan to do..i wan u to share your sorrow and happiness with mie but will u be so nice? i'm waiting..waiting for u till the very end of time!! u decide on your own and then tell mi abt it...i can say i am jealous but it's seem lyk hurting myself everytime i get jealous..so y bother...i gave up the battle to make myself feel better but this seem to be in total changed..world is changing everyone is moving..but friendship between u and mie i hope i last for a lifetime! take care and god bless..i hope the terrible day will nv comes again!

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