argh!! feeling so miserable now!! i dun know what u are thinking lor!! treat me as what?? i trying very hard to please u and yet u give mi this type of attitude!! i dun wan to quarrel with u but y..y must u do this to me!! do u know how miserable i am?? trying to please you and trying to keep myself alive!! i really tired!! i surrender this battle!! u can continue to be like this but can u spare a thot for me?? just a little bit of thots!! i dunoe what do i have to do to let u talk! y must u hide urself?? i dun understand! so what if i am close to u?? maybe i dun understand u well..i dunoe what u are thinking but do u know how i feel?? i breaking down NOW!! i not going to bother u anymore! when u feel like talking then u tell mi! i dun wan to keep disturbing but i tell u this! i be there no matter what happen!! can i do is because i care for u..but pls spare a thot for mi!!!
tears just rolled down my cheeks when u chose to ignore me...what did i do to deserve this type of attitude? u are feeling sad but did u thot of me? i feeling as bad as you do! i dunoe how to express but now i hope i am in a lost ship and let mi continue to be lost till the day when u decide to guide me back to the shore!! shattered heart!!
what we could have been, 10:55:00 PM.