do dreams really come true?? y must reality be so cruel?? i would rather stay in my dreamland than to wake up and find myself with lots of things undone!! haiz!! being feeling very very tired these few days and yet many things are still undone..sigh...i dunoe how long can i survive...i need a break i really need a break!!! y can't u ppl just let mi be alone!! i wan to settle alots of things...my studies my family my jobs and my friends...i just thinking if i shall quit my job because it's very draining...been falling sick... argh..thinking of what course should i take when i am in ITE!! from what i hear from my frenz i am really confused....agree with them but other courses i got no interest in it!! how would i force myself to do things that i dun like!! i really dunoe what my future will be like!! i really got no idea neither do i haf a clue!! same old feeling...just a lost ship in the middle of the big ocean and no one leading mi back to the shores.i really feeling bitter...sigh...nth to say anymore all i need is to be alone and i need u god..pls guide mi thru the most difficult time and making up my mind of what courses i really wan to take!!



who will stand by mi when i need help??
who would lend mi their shoulders to rest when i am tired??
who will guide mi when i am lost?
i really got no idea but to wait!!
reality is so cruel that everyone would wan to stay in their dreams forever!!

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