Wednesday, August 04, 2004
today is not a really good day for me!! so many things happen again!! when will i haf a day!! i juz wan and wish a day free from troubles and problems!~! i'm tired and really tired!! sigh! falling once again!! today haf math! too hard for mi le la...alegbra!! sigh! then have a free period, CME and then dnt!! mr lee rushing us for the folio le!! sigh! recess was bad..sigh..dun wan to say! then back for english! not in the mood to do le..then teacher go write myname on the board! i also nv do anything! ask mi flap to the page i flip and u write my name! decide to keep quiet thru out! then soon time for CPA! went to lap!! more serious things happen lor!! koaz~ dun use then dun use la...big deal!! so i skip three lesson of CPA during nth but haf laughter with qiuting!! ting!! dymonite!! haha..move to the com behind mi and use net!! so wu liao!! but the things is that the lesson today is the most hardest for mi...i dun like to use but i got to force myself to learn it well and good!! then after that something happen!! and after the lesson going back to class that time! the DM wanna talk to mi and ask mi stand there! listen to her scold ppl!! then talktalktalk** ihafdonemybesttokeepthemquietbutican'tsodunforcemi** i'm too tired for anything..really wan a break but next week is preminlary!! sigh!ppl pray for mi! thanks**DM talk to mi for one period! i nearly burst into tears lor! and wat u ask them to support mi!! haha..if they will..i wun be a prefect le la! sigh!! things are getting out of hands le.** i gave up on u!! i really!! after science got to touch up on my DNT!! get mr lee to draw for mi a sketch! went for drill at 4 to 6..then suppose to haf creative drill but then no radio so joke with frenz!! damn funny lor...then went back home! back home on my com play a while before heading to the toilet for a warm bath after a long and tiring day!! bath le makan then draw and colour my DNT project! then back online! talk to breanna! meetin her on friday!! she really lighten my days! thanks alot! then now time is 11.30pm and it's time for pig to slp le...haha..okie la..mi go and slp le....looking towards the day when i haf peace!! i really need it!!**GOD PLS GRAND MI THE STRENGTH TO GO THRU THE JOURNEY!! i'm sick and tired of it le...thanks!!
** wat the use of saying sorry when u dun mean it? there no point even though u say it over and over again! it's mean nothing to me le! all i wish is a total change in u! i really wish to get back to the old times i haf with u! a wonderful and beautiful start but will i haf a very upset ending? it depends on both of us! so i wish mi and u will end it well since we start it well!! thanks**
*Don't let others control you as u must take control of urself! watever u think u can or can't you are right!!**
JOY 4-1 let us strive thru the last lap and get into the courses we wan, and not stop in the middle of the race when u are about to complete it!! so let go for it!! and ppl do take care!!pray to him always and i believe he is always beside u!! stay united!!
** U yesh u!! i not giving u attitude so u dun haf to say i'm rude! i told u to wait but u just can't wait!!u are such a mdm i hate so much that i dun wan to see ur face as u know u sux urself..so get out of my sight! stop making eye contact!!i'm not INTERESTED!! so get out of my way!! **
** wat the use of saying sorry when u dun mean it? there no point even though u say it over and over again! it's mean nothing to me le! all i wish is a total change in u! i really wish to get back to the old times i haf with u! a wonderful and beautiful start but will i haf a very upset ending? it depends on both of us! so i wish mi and u will end it well since we start it well!! thanks**
*Don't let others control you as u must take control of urself! watever u think u can or can't you are right!!**
JOY 4-1 let us strive thru the last lap and get into the courses we wan, and not stop in the middle of the race when u are about to complete it!! so let go for it!! and ppl do take care!!pray to him always and i believe he is always beside u!! stay united!!
** U yesh u!! i not giving u attitude so u dun haf to say i'm rude! i told u to wait but u just can't wait!!u are such a mdm i hate so much that i dun wan to see ur face as u know u sux urself..so get out of my sight! stop making eye contact!!i'm not INTERESTED!! so get out of my way!! **
what we could have been, 11:35:00 PM.
