Thursday, August 05, 2004
sigh!! dun really haf a nice day! keeping my feeling deep in my heart!!! i shall control myself from today onwards..i wun talk to u abt my feeling, not anymore! i haf been really stress for this week!! so many things coming up! going to genting this sat but i dun haf the mood to go now! wat to do...exam next week!! got to cotnrol myself from com and down to finish my DNT and work that i haf to catch up especially chinese!! i so sad of myself! i such a failure at times! sigh!! cryingtomyselfdeepinmyheart!! who is there to help mi! i'm stuggling! cry to slp for the past few days!! i dun wan anything between friendship to happen especially this few months!! i really wan to end the life in secondary school well and get to start afresh once i started schooling in ITE! i'm tired...breaking down but will endure thru the month of preparation for exam N lvl and other tests!! who can teach mi math?? i really need help!! things will nv be the same again!!! and i believe life is never fair!! i need to stop here before **icriedtomyselfagain** sigh..mi gtg le..ppl take care
**whatever u are thinking is not what is becoming of mi!! i really cherish the friendship between u and me...y must u say things that make mi felt so sad? maybe i'm sensative!! i dunoe!! tell me how u feel and i will treat u the way u wan mi too!! i really dun wish anything to come between us and make a mess of our friendship..i know u and i believe that u will nv treat mi in such a way that will break my heart again!! my heart is broken into pieces and it just too fine that no matter how u join it, it will nv be the same again!! guide mi thru!! thanks!**
**whatever u are thinking is not what is becoming of mi!! i really cherish the friendship between u and me...y must u say things that make mi felt so sad? maybe i'm sensative!! i dunoe!! tell me how u feel and i will treat u the way u wan mi too!! i really dun wish anything to come between us and make a mess of our friendship..i know u and i believe that u will nv treat mi in such a way that will break my heart again!! my heart is broken into pieces and it just too fine that no matter how u join it, it will nv be the same again!! guide mi thru!! thanks!**
what we could have been, 11:10:00 PM.
