Monday, August 23, 2004
hello ppl! i too tired to blog! now can onli blog when my sisters are not in! dun want them to know abt this! sigh!! start with yesterday!1 went to grandma's hse to makan dinner! went there saw my long lost aunty! they started a conversation of rather a chat! went straight to the room!! cannot stand the noise or voice volume so out! watch the table tennise match!! so sad but she haf put in her best! WELL DONE! u haf donw singapore proud!! went home early mum need to iron clothes! wanted to watch tv but all i see in all channel is the national day rally! so long! played com but it's against mi! dun wan to connect! straight to my living room..stick my butt on the chair and watched VCD! all the way to 11.10 then back to use net for a while before heading to my bed into lala land!
today as usual! math then three periodof EOA!! sigh! the most sadest day i haf!! begining nvm! make our way up to fourth level for EOA! teacher nv take keys ask mi go to two level find teacher found then all the way to first level take keys and run all the way back to fourth level! teacher see le..nv say anything ask mi open! open le..nv even say thank you! take me as wat! DOG huh! FREAK! worst teacher i ever see!! still nvm can endure...do my work! teacher say dunoe ask her! ask her she scold mi stupid!! argh!! then ask her to get lost! even i dunoe just say i know and tell her i do on my own! then after that! someone ask the person beside mi to help him print the work! print le..tootie her pass it to him in front of the teacher! teacher thot i was the one helping him so she just give mi that stare!! so wat lor! nv talk just stare! ask mi to show her my work1! show le say dun wan this change to my name! it was like whole class onli mi change the thing lor!! so fed up le..continue to type even faster after wasting so much time onthe first sheet as we got to finish 8 pages! ask her for paper she give mi that bu song face! as if i did something really big!! argh!! still ask mi go and teach other then scold us! so many ppl playing internet nv scold! i nv play internet she scold wat teacher la!!keep rushing mi to finish the work.by the end of the three lesson onli mi finished 5 pages as other onli did 2 or 3! she nv say anything chose to keep silence so i just write my name and walk off!!! she having PMS! qiuting u shuld know who i asking rite! the teacher who scold mi instead of u! sigh! so sad sia!!first time i experience such a bad attitude from a teacher i respected so much! anything happen in clas i will say all out but this is not the first time!! lots of things she haf ask mi things and i show her back the attitude she haf show to me!! just walk and ignnore her!! first time i showing this attitude she will be the first and last teacher! noww i respect all the teacher!! haf recess!! ate my food with chiayin see mun they all!! was joking then suddenly cy say wo de ai ai! see mun immediately reply back! suppose to say abt science to jie wen de but dunoe wat come out! make us haf a fun time laughing out hearts out! back to eng! get backmy compo 31/40 first time i scored over 30.haf a improvment..hope i dun drop the standard! wrote a compo again!!! sigh..haf eng wk! haf chinese!! did on compre! yeah..all rite!! great! then haf science! catch up with wat i miss on friday! thanks ppl for ur notes! release then go for a braek before heading for a meeting at it lab 3!! confirm the dates i going to cambodia le...21 Nov to 26 Nov!! 5 days! back to dnt for some touch up! saw PLMGS playing netball match with our sch! lost by 2 marks but was a great game! cool!! back home bath and then meet cy to buy my DNT stuff!! came to my hse to do her work but sorry cy my com just see a pretty gurl so it went on and off!! opps!! god i dun mean to lie! LOL...yeah..actually quite relax when jokin with her but dun bully mi la! i very weak de LOL!! okie la...long entry mi gtg le..take care!!
Sigh!! feeling all upside down inside out!! all feeling just came rushing back happy and sad!nth can describe the day i haf! indeed a very sad day !!! all these days i haf no been back to my old self! sigh!! am i such a failure! maybe to some but i will not gif out!! fighting for my rights even u all think i'm wrong! not going to give up no matter how hard the battle is going to be! for now i will concertrate on my studies and studies alone! and ppl if i make u all pissed off?? bear it with mi k! i really feeling so so so down! all i need now is healing from god!! god pls heal me! thanks father in heaven!!
today as usual! math then three periodof EOA!! sigh! the most sadest day i haf!! begining nvm! make our way up to fourth level for EOA! teacher nv take keys ask mi go to two level find teacher found then all the way to first level take keys and run all the way back to fourth level! teacher see le..nv say anything ask mi open! open le..nv even say thank you! take me as wat! DOG huh! FREAK! worst teacher i ever see!! still nvm can endure...do my work! teacher say dunoe ask her! ask her she scold mi stupid!! argh!! then ask her to get lost! even i dunoe just say i know and tell her i do on my own! then after that! someone ask the person beside mi to help him print the work! print le..tootie her pass it to him in front of the teacher! teacher thot i was the one helping him so she just give mi that stare!! so wat lor! nv talk just stare! ask mi to show her my work1! show le say dun wan this change to my name! it was like whole class onli mi change the thing lor!! so fed up le..continue to type even faster after wasting so much time onthe first sheet as we got to finish 8 pages! ask her for paper she give mi that bu song face! as if i did something really big!! argh!! still ask mi go and teach other then scold us! so many ppl playing internet nv scold! i nv play internet she scold wat teacher la!!keep rushing mi to finish the work.by the end of the three lesson onli mi finished 5 pages as other onli did 2 or 3! she nv say anything chose to keep silence so i just write my name and walk off!!! she having PMS! qiuting u shuld know who i asking rite! the teacher who scold mi instead of u! sigh! so sad sia!!first time i experience such a bad attitude from a teacher i respected so much! anything happen in clas i will say all out but this is not the first time!! lots of things she haf ask mi things and i show her back the attitude she haf show to me!! just walk and ignnore her!! first time i showing this attitude she will be the first and last teacher! noww i respect all the teacher!! haf recess!! ate my food with chiayin see mun they all!! was joking then suddenly cy say wo de ai ai! see mun immediately reply back! suppose to say abt science to jie wen de but dunoe wat come out! make us haf a fun time laughing out hearts out! back to eng! get backmy compo 31/40 first time i scored over 30.haf a improvment..hope i dun drop the standard! wrote a compo again!!! sigh..haf eng wk! haf chinese!! did on compre! yeah..all rite!! great! then haf science! catch up with wat i miss on friday! thanks ppl for ur notes! release then go for a braek before heading for a meeting at it lab 3!! confirm the dates i going to cambodia le...21 Nov to 26 Nov!! 5 days! back to dnt for some touch up! saw PLMGS playing netball match with our sch! lost by 2 marks but was a great game! cool!! back home bath and then meet cy to buy my DNT stuff!! came to my hse to do her work but sorry cy my com just see a pretty gurl so it went on and off!! opps!! god i dun mean to lie! LOL...yeah..actually quite relax when jokin with her but dun bully mi la! i very weak de LOL!! okie la...long entry mi gtg le..take care!!
Sigh!! feeling all upside down inside out!! all feeling just came rushing back happy and sad!nth can describe the day i haf! indeed a very sad day !!! all these days i haf no been back to my old self! sigh!! am i such a failure! maybe to some but i will not gif out!! fighting for my rights even u all think i'm wrong! not going to give up no matter how hard the battle is going to be! for now i will concertrate on my studies and studies alone! and ppl if i make u all pissed off?? bear it with mi k! i really feeling so so so down! all i need now is healing from god!! god pls heal me! thanks father in heaven!!
whatever u think u can or can't u are right!!!!
what we could have been, 10:30:00 PM.
